12 April 2008

11 April 2008

the real sun ra



here is the real sun ra, i accidently posted the residents twice.

speaking of the residents - here they are with the perrenial favourite, conway twitty.

voices of the future, pt. 6-11

i recently discovered that david sanborn is my hero . aside from his playing on the most recent ween album, he hosted a show called nightmusic way back, and from what i can tell it is the finest musical programming to ever grace the glowing box in my glowing box room.



The Residents covering Elvis ^



Sun Ra



The Lounge Lizards



Sonic Youf



Diamanda Galas



Nicholas Cave

i hope you all enjoy this wonderufl program. there are other videos too - people like leonard cohen, richard thompson, pharoah sanders, pere ubu and lots more.

10 April 2008

07 April 2008

Tristan Murphy is dead


"After all, the essential difference between cities and suburbs lies in the diversity and density of the former, the lack thereof in the latter. Since most growth occurs in the suburbs, perhaps it's not surprising that corporate thinking has become lazy and one-dimensional. Clearly, operating in the city requires they learn to walk and chew gum at the same time. In a city, they can't just throw up boxes that sit dumbly in the middle of a parking lot. [...] To build downtown is to build within a context. It requires intelligence, creativity and a little sophistication. That may be asking a lot of these corporations, but then, they take a lot from Toronto. That's why they want to be here."

-Christopher Hume, in this

06 April 2008

Why didn't I learn this in English class?

04 April 2008

No Gold (formerly known as Yukon)

These fine fellows are performing in this city on 30 May of this year

03 April 2008

Monogamy

the worlds newest jazz-punk sensation, career, has new archival release entitled monogamy. click on the image to download & enjoy. this album features Nick on drums, as well as Adam on the bass guitar.



voices of the future, pt.5

Klaus Dinger of Neu died last week.

01 April 2008

31 March 2008

oh jesus



"Oneida, Mono, Entrance, Makoto Kawabata of Acid Mothers Temple, Marissa Nadler, Bardo Pond, Tara Jane O'Neil, MV&EE with the Golden Road, Jack Rose and the Black Twig Pickers, Windy and Carl, Kinski, Damon and Naomi, the Bevis Frond, Major Stars, Wooden Shjips, Black Forest/Black Sea, Simply Saucer, Antietam, Tanakh, Grails, Linus Pauling Quartet, Plastic Crimewave Sound, Paik, The Photographic, United Bible Studies, Dead Maids, Hush Arbors, Ignatz, Parlour, Sharon Krauss, Helena Espvall, & Masaki Batoh, Motorpsycho, Sapat, Rob Sharples, Insect Factory, Pelt, and Kohoutek among others."

29 March 2008

It just occurred to me that Kareera is basically a jazz band; I.e., it's all improvised music for the sake of having fun with comrades. Right? All musically-oriented, with no lyrics, and experimental and whimsical.
Darkness day! (or hour to be precise, but i wish it was day)

i want to go for a bicycle ride around the city (at eight of the clock) to see if it's dark and, if so, the darkness. like, big buildings all dark would be neat and pretty. so will you join me? if so, e-mail me, is what. thank you. or we will meet in the (hopefully) dark streets?

BEST OF SAP!!!!!!!!!!

26 March 2008

"Roads are built for buses, cars[,] and trucks. My heart bleeds when someone gets killed, but it's their own fault."
-Toronto councillor Rob Ford, on bicycle riders

and now he's been charged with assault

regal quietism





probably the two greatest influences on my art that i can think of, mike diana & the music of captain beefheart. hope you likewise enjoy alex. (click the picture of the makeout session to download captain beefheart's "lick my decals off baby")

23 March 2008

voices of the future, pt.1

Mr. Bobby Bare - at his finest. Hope this works.

22 March 2008

feel it



dig this. crazy rhythms by the feelies.

career - shell is a home


"SHELL IS A HOME"
by

CAREER

career - thirst for death



CAREER - THIRST FOR DEATH

20 March 2008

19 March 2008

14 March 2008

Being intelligent ≠ being a rich asshole

Here's an excerpt from a Toronto Star article from today about this part of Toronto that studies show has the most people with post-graduate degrees in the G.T.A.

"It's a no-brainer to Ken King, who frequents the area, that it's home to the intellectually advanced.

'I'm not surprised because this is an expensive area to live,' he said, adding the neighbourhood's posh highrises, expensive designer boutiques and tony eateries attract business people, lawyers and doctors who can afford to live there."

Why is it that intelligence is thus understood to manifest in expediency and wealth? Is this implying that wealthy people are intelligent, or intelligent people are wealthy? Both are ridiculous. Plus, I think this article is confusing, as so many people do, academic competence & learnedness with intelligence.

13 March 2008

05 March 2008

01 March 2008

phiLOSTophy


Consciousness is independent of space and time. Present is defined by mean consciousness.

First thing to think about: Is our future predetermined? Yes it is, but it is predetermined by us. You see, we're not living in the future, we're living in the present, but just because no one is in the future consciously, it doesn't mean that the future doesn't already exist. Time is a dimension, like an axis on a graph, with values reaching to infinity. Think of time as the distance to a place that you can go to. Think of Jupiter’s moon I.O. Just because we're not on the moon I.O., doesn't mean it's not there. It's just a matter of reaching it. So the future exists, it's there, but our consciousness only exists in the present.

Take a simple function y = t. Say john is running, and we suppose that he runs forever (all in the same direction). The value of y would be his distance from his starting point, and it would depend on the value of t, which is time after he started running. So say when t = 20 seconds, y = 20 meters, meaning that john is 20 meters away from the starting point. So if we were to ask, “where is john in the present?”, we may be disposed to say that in the present, john is 20 meters away from his starting point. But we are then assuming that the present exists at t = 20. This is not necessarily true. The present isn’t determined by t, as t is a variable value that can be anywhere between infinity and negative infinity (the amount of time before he started running). Therefore, the present is not t, but a coordinate of t. The value of t that is the present is the value of t at which john is conscious. So let’s suppose that john is conscious at t = 10, then therefore john’s distance from the starting point would be y = 10 meters. But just because the present is at t = 10, the value of y at t = 20 is still y = 20 meters, just like the value at t = 0 is still y = 0. We know that john will run for an infinite amount of time, and therefore he is at an infinite distance, but because his consciousness is independent of t, he can be conscious at t = 10, and therefore we define the present at t = 10.

To say that the future is not predetermined is to say that there is no future, only present.

Ok, time to get a bit more complicated. Say that mindy is also running, from the same starting point as john, but she starts 10 seconds after he does. That means when t = 20, john is at y = 20 meters, and mindy is at y = 10 (y = t – 10). This means that both mindy and john are in the same place in time, but a different place in space. We also know that when john and mindy are at y = 10, john is at t = 10 and mindy is at t = 20 (t = y + 10). This means that john and mindy are in the same position in space, but in a different position in time. Now if we define the present as being t = 10, then that means that john is consciously at y = 10, and mindy is consciously at y = 0, just beginning to run. Now let’s imagine that mindy wants to travel back in time. Since we’re assuming that mindy existed before she began running, and that she will run forever, then in actuality mindy exists in all times. But what we’re concerned with is the position at which mindy’s consciousness is. So if she is indeed travelling back in time, then really what is happening is that her consciousness is changing position in time. So say her consciousness is at t = 0, 10 seconds away from the position of john’s consciousness. So, at t = 0, let’s say we know that mindy is at y = -10 (10 meters behind where john starts running). Since we know that at t = 0, john is at y = 0, mindy would therefore see john 10 meters ahead of her, but since john’s consciousness is still at t = 10, mindy would not be seeing the conscious john, but the unconscious john, running forwards. She would then see the unconscious john repeat, step for step, everything that the conscious john has already done. This mean’s that the unconscious john’s actions are predetermined by the conscious john.

Now there’s the issue of defining present again. If john’s consciousness is at t = 10, and mindy’s consciousness is at t = 0, then at what position is the present? Well, to understand that, we must look at time travel in the other direction.

Let’s say mindy wants to travel (be conscious) into the future. Let’s say she is conscious at t = 20, at this point, her position in space is y = 10 meters from the starting point. Now john’s consciousness is still at t = 10, so the john at t = 20 is unconscious. So mindy would still see john 10 meters ahead of her, but because john is unconscious at this time, his actions must be predetermined by his conscious self, and his conscious self is still at t = 10. So his actions at t = 20 are determined by his actions at t = 10. This makes intuitive sense because we usually think that choices precede actions, and making a choice is in itself an action.

Now, back to the issue of present. Now, when mindy travelled back in time, meaning that she was conscious 10 seconds away from where john was conscious, she saw john follow actions that were predetermined by his conscious self 10 seconds ahead of his unconscious self. When she travelled into the future, she saw john carry out actions that were being determined by his conscious self 10 seconds behind her. Now, what we also have to consider is john’s perspective of mindy. If mindy is 10 seconds behind john (after travelling into the past), then her actions at t = 10 are being determined by her consciousness at t = 0. So, by this logic, john’s ‘present’ would be mindy’s ‘future’. But that would mean that present is relative, and not a definite value. But think about it, if mindy (conscious at t = 0) is seeing john’s actions predetermined, and john is seeing mindy’s actions predetermined, then neither of them is in the present. The present would then be the mean point of consciousness for the both of them. So if john’s consciousness is at t = 10, and mindy’s consciousness is at t = 0, then (10+0)/2 = 5. Thus the present is at t = 5.

Your past and your future are determined by your present. You present determines what you’re about to do, and it also determines what you will have done already. Since mindy is at t = 0, watching unconscious john do what was already determined by conscious john ten seconds in the future, and since john is watching unconscious mindy do what will be determined by conscious mindy ten seconds in the past, then the present must be somewhere in between the consciousness of john and mindy.

We have failed to consider the fact that consciousness does not last a single instant. John may be conscious at t = 10, but that is just where his consciousness is in the timeline. Our conscious minds cannot perceive space and time in more than one instant. Even though john will hypothetically keep running forever for an infinite distance, and therefore be in an infinite amount of positions, he is only aware of his position where his conscious mind is in time and space.

Now, there still exists the obvious problem of how mindy is able to consciously exist in a different time, essentially time travel. The issue becomes somewhat foggy, as we do not have a substantial proven definition of what consciousness is, or what comprises it. If we can accept that consciousness is intangible, meaning that it is not a ‘thing’ that we can point to, then we are accepting that it is not matter in space. If consciousness is therefore not defined by a position in space, then perhaps it is not defined by a position in time. As an example, say I want to move my conscious mind 3 meters to my left in space, I would then move my consciousness through my body by stepping 3 meters to my left, and then my consciousness would have changed its position in space by going to my body when it’s in a different position. Now let’s say that I want to move my consciousness 10 seconds into the past, because it is not defined by one particular position in time, I could then move my consciousness to where my body was ten seconds ago. Just as in the example before, mindy moved her consciousness through time by moving it to where her body was in that time.
A more solid explanation may be required for this. If consciousness isn’t simply ‘the brain’, but rather, a configuration of the brain, then consciousness can be transported through time by configuring the brain of someone in the past to the configuration of that person in the present. It’s similar to how we send images from one phone to computer. A phone will take a picture, and instead of sending the actual picture, it sends the ‘code’ for the picture to a computer in another position in space, configuring the computer screen to display the same picture. Consciousness could be considered as this ‘code’. But in order for it to be able to move through time just as the phone’s radio waves would move through space, it would have not been defined to a particular position in time.

28 February 2008

Spring/Summer Time Plans:

-biking to Leslie Spit every two minutes where there are weird bricks like these
-riding my bicycle everywhere with my people like you
-exploring this city and weird secluded other worlds like Tommy Thompson Park
-spending the night


(Photographs courtesy of one Joel W. Nash)

Why is this so good?



http://spacing.ca/wire/?p=2794

for fans of 2girls 1cup


(click on it, it's safe for work i promise)

xmas wish list




MECHANICAL MUSIC BOX KIT
(hey mom, look here)

artist of the moment

ROBIN SCHWARTZ





20 February 2008


These photographs of the Queen West fire, and these

spiderbags & redtops

"A lie ain't a side of the story, its just a lie" says me. This blog will soon be pumpin' with the blood of life again soon.

17 February 2008

ATTENTION:
The first issue of 

Deep Madder Monthly

is now available by request (just tell me, or deepmadder@gmail.com)
What is this, you ask? it's a one-page zine (tiny but endearing font size) of comic indulgence, verbal gymnastics, and weird and illuminating articles on the topic of life, written by Christopher Hubbarde and Alexander Arvelo McQuaig.
so yes, get one whilst you can

UPDATE: A copying machine has assisted me in making numerous copies and they will thus be distributed accordingly to everyone ever when I see them, regardless of whether they give a shit

16 February 2008

LET'S GO SEE 
Old Time Relijun!!

Here's a song and a video for you


AT::Sneaky Dee's
21 March 2008

15 February 2008

jeff "lightnin" lewis

Jeffrey Lewis instore @ Soundscapes
totally free, guy
FEB 19 2008 7PM


13 February 2008

my dreams arrive now, this is as I’ve seen it
and playing the other world into this world with dance and song
one may see how this moment’s a shadow of the real one
and how all eyes and ears are holes from real to imagined and from truth to understanding
what a gift to be alive and knowing nothing

-Source

Everyone should attend this

Old Time Relijun
At Sneaky Dee's
21 March 2008

10 February 2008

Listen to this good song.
Dirty Projectors & No Kids!
At Sneaky Dee's
1 April 2008

My pimps

Yello! Where is every body? Not even my main Murphian brothers post up in this piece any mo. What happened? I don't get it. Any way, I'll keep posting regardless. I know some one is reading it (right?), so that's enough motivation for me. Plus, why is everyone so shy about posting? Who gives a shit if it goes uncommented or no one gives a shit or thinks it's a stupid post. Kna'mean? That never stopped me. I mean, I write songs.

04 February 2008

FULL SPECTRUM BASTION OF GUILTLESS PLEASURES


CAREER
Full Spectrum Bastion Of Guiltless Pleasures



02 February 2008

toboganning




ANYONE WHO WANTS TO GO TOBOGANNING @ CHRISTIE PITS CALL ME TODAY
FROM FLINTON

31 January 2008

30 January 2008

Wonderful Downloads

Here are two amazing videos of Adrian Orange performances that I found and you can download.

At the Unitarian Church

At some other place with a band

And here's where they came from:

http://forums.trivialbeing.net/index.php?showtopic=4812

29 January 2008

what the... who had the audacity to change the colour up in this piece? (that's a joke because it was me. funny, no?)

song

Can we exchange (written) songs/lyrics/poems on here, as we do songs and videos and shit? I'll take that as a yes. Shall we? Post poems, is what! I am making an album. It is hopefully almost done but I would like to show some of the lyrics here, hence the following lyric.

Like a microphone hears this instead of you
Then translates for the speaker and ears
There's a life between your choice and mine
And some meaning will be lost in the way of words
So we won't reach understanding
Except to accept we were once the same
The choices we made to diverge since then
Was the one that we were born making
Neither of us asked or chose to be here now
And we only have one destination
The river of our lives brought this reunion
But I could've been the one who's listening

28 January 2008

I'm Mature

Oh boy, this blog is deader than Heath Ledger (*Pop culture reference,* beat that guys). I figure there haven't been any posts because you're either busy or bored. I'm going to assume bored, since that's the only way I imagine you'll download this. Most of what I did over the course of 2007 is at:

http://www.mediafire.com/?cjyu1pui9wh

24 January 2008

What the fuck

"Toronto should open its first black-focused public school in the fall of 2009, says a staff report aimed at improving academic achievement among students of colour."
-http://www.thestar.com/article/297001

17 January 2008

writing an entry

Today I ate ravioli with spinach and cheese in it and it was extremely yummy. Yes, yummy. Currently I am listening to 'there's a light that never goes out' by the Smiths, and before that i was listening to "soul rebel" by Bob Marley, and next i'll be working on my song/s. it's dark and wet sounding out. i feel good, thank you, now that you mention it.

Love,

yourself

the most beautiful lines i've read

"My purpose is a flower's purpose,
the meaning of my life is the flower's meaning;
I will eat and be eaten and the world
will show no loss or gain.
To you my life is pointless and wonderful,
to me the world is wonderful and pointless."
-Adrian Orange, "A Flower's Is Mine"

16 January 2008

Attention

WARNING/APOLOGY:
In order to make a little labels section column to the right, so that people can easily get access to different sections/kinds of postings, I have begun, without anyone's permission, to delete the extraneous/inapposite labels appended to many of the postings. As you can see, the current state of said labels column to the right is disastrous, to put it mildly. So yeah, I hope no one minds that I'm fixing up the labels for this thing to work. do you? good.

Bizarre shit in the world

"Free Fart Videos - AmazingFartVideos.com - 10 Farts That Shook The World Capured On Video! [sic]"
-advertisement hovering above my gmail electronic mail 'web page.'

Watch! People Performing Moondog. it's lovely

08 January 2008

all the channels on my tv are nothing but shit & i never knew how much i hate the cbc





i also hate the fact that there's so much great food in my neighbourhood

05 January 2008

Definitions. but should we even define stuff? who cares

Forthwith I will provide the first of my cogent, whilst tentative and potentially (and hopefully, so as to spur debate) contentious, definitions, founded on vast rumination. I do not know if anyone else wonders about such things as defining words or creating the perfect definition for stuff, but I do, and my hope is that people will comment on these and I'll ameliorate them (or belittle the opposing opinion) accordingly. However, considering the number (or lack) of folk who check this site, not to mention how people don't seem to give a shit about shit, my definitions will doubtlessly go unnoticed and unconsidered, left to collect digital dust as forlorn attempts to garner philosophical discussion. 
Note: These definitions involve what these words/concepts mean to ME, not what they mean to most people. If most people think that a canvas upon which someone took a shit is "art," that's unfortunate for them because that's bullshit.
All the same, without further ado,

A work of (visual) art
is a composition which is created with the primary intention of being beautiful or providing a pleasurable or profound emotional resonance through the means of its visual depiction.

Beauty
exudes visual pleasure; the quality of agreeableness to one's sense of sight.

Julia's Father's Sylvan Backyard

AD-BC

Was 0AD and 0BC the same year? They say that 2000 wasn't the start of a new millennium, it was the end of the old one, but then that's like saying that 0AD wasn't actually in AD, it was just the last year of BC, and that AD just started at 1. So does that mean that the moment christ died, it was automatically one year after his death?

04 January 2008

Happy Revolutions

Happy revolution around the sun everybody! As a gift, I present you with love in sound-form.

Check out Amateur's fresh new, recently pooped, hot off the anus song, on rapedshare.

http://rapidshare.com/files/81345240/The_Decision.mp3.html

03 January 2008

tutankhamun mix



DJ TECHNODROME DONKEYSLICK MIX


TRACKLIST

1 Scary Sound Effects - The Creeping Horror
2 Sweet Jesus - Sindy Makes Believe
3 Pylon - Driving School
4 Quix*O*Tic - My Birthday Party
5 Aislers Set - Emotional Levy
6 The Diskettes - Cowichan knit
7 Nagisa Ni Te - Anxiety
8 The Konki Duet - How Could I Not Like You?
9 Apple Orchard - Don't Pretend
10 the haircuts - wandering lucy
11 Yumbo & Kinutapan - The Black Nation
12 Quickspace - The Mountain Waltz
13 Tanguy Ukulele Orchestra - Legend of Zelda (Game Hotel Version)
14 Most Valuable Players - Most Valuable Players vs. The Technology
15 PukaPuka Brians - Happy sounds, happy dance
16 The Curtains - Riddle World
17 Maher Shalal Hash Baz - Working 2-4-02
18 Pink Reason - Up the Sleeve
19 Yumbo - September Song
20 The Cherry Blossoms - These were our Woods
21 julianna barwick - dancing with friends
22 tenniscoats - oetsu to kanki no nanoriuta (given song by sob and joy)

DOWNLOAD HERE